I really enjoy being able to write and express my opinions on various things such as sports, wrestling, and music. But there are times like this where I really enjoy being able to use this platform to express myself and try to say things that some other people might not want to say or hear. That’s kind of my thing as you may have noticed from past articles. I kind of break things down in life in a few different ways with family being the most important. Then I will go into other ramblings I have about life and give you my perspective on it and as always – would love to have yours as well. This isn’t one of these things that’s easy to write since I’m not the most expressive person but hey all you can do is try. So here we go.
I’m sorry I couldn’t resist. I know you’ve all seen these Vin Diesel memes floating around and I find them hilarious – but lets get back to the situation at hand. Family is the most important thing to me in my life and, in my opinion, should be in everyone else’s as well. Family is what brings you together when you’re down and the people that are there for you when you’re at your lowest. I have been blessed with the best family a person can ask for and who in turn have blessed me with skills and who have taught me all the things that made me the person I am today; which I am damn proud of. Make sure to talk to your family, communicate as much as you can, go visit them and tell them that you love them, because you never know what the future holds.
No, no, no – not the show, but as in actual friends. Friends are the people you talk to the most outside of family. I have been blessed with a ton of great people in my life who are there for me when I need them, despite the fact that most of the time I don’t deserve it. It’s easy in life to get knocked off track from the simple things like being happy or stepping back and enjoying each moment – but it’s something that I’m going to attempt to do. I have some of the most badass friends that I even consider family and a bunch of people that I have in my corner. It’s really a great feeling. Make sure to always be there for your friends and have their backs regardless of what situations they are going through. The best you can do is be there and I myself will be much better at doing that going forward. Holding grudges does no good because you never know if tomorrow will come. Life is precious and should be treated as such. Living life – you know yolo, is honestly something I need to do more of myself.
Love/The Rest of Life
The aspect of life that not only me but most people struggle with is love. Finding someone your comfortable with and can vibe with. With trust being the single most difficult thing that I have had to attempt to do during my life so far – outside of dealing with deaths and obvious things of that nature. It’s hard to give yourself to someone, especially if you’re like me and don’t like to open up or have been burned in the past. It’s something I try not to stress myself with but it’s hard sometimes. Outside interference from other people, people getting cold feet, or just the fact it doesn’t work are all things I have dealt with when it comes to my love life. At this point, I’m just looking for someone to spend time with that I can by myself with and someone to have fun with. I’ve made mistakes and learned from them but I know one thing I’ll never stop doing – and that’s trying. I’m a good guy, with good heart, and I have a lot to offer and I am damn proud of the person I am. I am a firm believer that if you put in the effort and show someone you care, you can break through and I’m going to continue to test that method. Everyone deserves to be with someone who loves and cares for them. It’s honestly a feeling I can’t say I’ve really had just yet, but one I will damn sure not give up on trying to find.
I really appreciate everyone who took the time to read this and especially those who may perhaps relate with me expressing myself. But sometimes this is just easier for me than sitting down with people and verbally talk about it. I believe people should always express themselves instead of holding stuff in and I appreciate everyone at The Buzz for giving me the platform to do that. Over the last few months, I haven’t really felt like myself. I haven’t been working, I have just been trying to make ends meet, and maybe I have pushed things in life that didn’t need to pushed. But all you can do is communicate and tell each other how you feel. Always be honest with one another, in a caring way, and everything will be ok. I really believe that. Please feel free to leave comments below letting me know what you think and any feedback would be appreciated. Make sure to hug your loved ones, tell your husband, wife, boyfriend, girlfriend, mom, dad, cousin, sister, brother or whoever else you have in your life that you love them because that’s truly what life is all about… the people you love. Thank you and I hope you have a great day.
One Last Thing
Oh and of course, I have just one last thing. If you are wondering if you influenced me writing this – maybe you’re right, maybe you’re wrong. But if you’re second-guessing, well, then you may definitely be right. People make mistakes, but when you don’t learn from them is when they are no longer mistakes – but are now in fact habits.
I don’t know what’s worth fighting for, or why I have to scream. I don’t know why I instigate and say what I don’t mean. I don’t know how I got this way, I know it’s not alright. So, I’m breaking the habit… I’m breaking the habit tonight